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Cake day: April 15th, 2026

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  • B& = banned, as has happened hundreds (dozens) of times

    V& = vanned, as in the feeb or similar comes and throws you in the back of a van. Happened to me once for accidentally advertising my sex cult built around incestuous necrophilia on the Roblox subreddit while I was homeless in Miami Beach. Maybe happening again. Kumquat says no. I have full power today. I have to. The doctor is coming.


  • Got doctor coming here today. It’s a fun situation I be in, having been set up in the truest American way (Johnny Tremain). But that’s the thing; I’m ALWAYS like this, in some ways at least, still got ups and downs, but I have worked hard enough to push through them to shit content out on the regular, performing as this autobiographical character, which is different than acting. To act, you change the light inside you; performing is changing the lens the light refracts through. Code-switching is performing, and this ish is ALWAYS inside me, along with a porcelain elephant I lost in my ass years ago, I am just highly skilled at both putting it out there and not being afraid of what anyone thinks, aware that my mission is to teach the many, not the one. At this time at least, I think? Truck horn makes me think that might be bad. Car alarm. Bah, that’s probably just some hoodlums, not God, obviously.


  • completely authentic, autobiographical character

    Yea, he IS butthurt, BECAUSE there are others who get butthurt everyday because they are different and haven’t learned to express themselves well enough, which is IMMENSELY frustrating, being on the fringe of the cultural bell curve.

    Y’know how an opera singer has to meet the vibrations of a glass to then raise their pitch to raise the vibrations of the glass to break it? That’s what I’m doing, if “breaking” is disentanglement from defilement in the Ālaya-vijñāna, to start at least.