I have also felt that way when I was depressed, and found that, for myself, my current perspective is much more conducive to an enjoyable life - - it was brain wash myself or be miserable, and this worked well. I understand though, that my journey is my own and I don’t fault anyone for their perspective either. So I guess, if I’m a bit more honest, this is just the meaning of life for me.
Another way I see it is that meaning itself is the meaning of life. We are meaning machines, it’s what we bring to the universe. Without us the universe truly is meaningless and for that reason I feel life is immeasurably valuable.
And to be perfectly blunt, what you describe is beyond a victim mentality, it’s an entire victim identity, and I’d recommend finding a less self destructive path.
A significant minority don’t see that as inherently positive, much less providing meaning. Random chance and now you had to deal with all of this.
I have also felt that way when I was depressed, and found that, for myself, my current perspective is much more conducive to an enjoyable life - - it was brain wash myself or be miserable, and this worked well. I understand though, that my journey is my own and I don’t fault anyone for their perspective either. So I guess, if I’m a bit more honest, this is just the meaning of life for me.
Another way I see it is that meaning itself is the meaning of life. We are meaning machines, it’s what we bring to the universe. Without us the universe truly is meaningless and for that reason I feel life is immeasurably valuable.
And to be perfectly blunt, what you describe is beyond a victim mentality, it’s an entire victim identity, and I’d recommend finding a less self destructive path.